This week I’m going to write on something that is again still frowned upon in society: women masturbating to porn. While this action is taken for granted with our menfolk, women – if they even do it – still won’t admit to masturbating, let alone doing it to porn. Whether this is women themselves feeling squeamish about watching porn or feeling it is somehow dirty or degrading, it seems like a double standard, where men get to do one thing and women another. Ladies, if it’s your thing, watch all the porn you want and don’t feel guilty if you have a play while doing it!
I will give you an example of my typical browsing and see if you get the urge to open a new tab and start surfing too…
I was bored at home alone finishing off doing some work and becoming more distracted as the minutes dragged by. My will power waned as I realised I could get a good 15 minute break and achieve an orgasm without moving from my desk. Saving the document I was working on I closed it and opened my internet browser. Slowly and deliciously I typed in the address of my favourite porn site, my finger trailing over the keys as I tapped the letters in, one by one. I hit enter and watched as the homepage sprang up, crude and completely unrestrained: tits, dicks and asses everywhere.
I scrolled down the page seeing if any videos caught my eye and also to get me slightly warmed up and excited. I could feel my pussy throbbing already in anticipation. Nothing particularly jumped out at me, so I clicked on the ‘categories’ page to see if inspiration hit me. What do I want to watch today? A gangbang, lesbian scene, or sexy nurse giving head? I scrolled down until my mouse hovered over a category: threesome. Excellent. I clicked on it and a whole new array of videos appeared. My eye wandered over the videos: “Waiting for the Handyman”; “Big Tits at School”; “Asian Doll Fucked Hard”. Now I agree that these aren’t exactly the most delicate and romantic titles, but if you want elegance and decency then watch a rom com, don’t look for it on a porn site. These are meant to appeal to your raw, animalistic side, which is generally why you seem to feel very sheepish and slightly horrified at what you have been watching after you’ve cum: it is for instant, blunt satisfaction.
I settle on a film: “Cheeky Schoolgirls Caught by Teacher” and click play. Unbuttoning my jeans I slip my hand inside, resting against the hot nub of my clit. The scene begins: two women sit looking bored on a sofa as a sexy female teacher sets them homework to get on with. The teacher leaves and one of the women solicits the other, rubbing her hand along her leg to her pussy, while pulling her top down to reveal large pert breasts. I dip my finger down into my pussy, feeling the wetness already building as I watch. They continue licking their breasts and teasing each other, rubbing their pussies through their panties. My finger delves deeper into my pussy, slowly pumping in and out. I skip forward in the action, where the girls are now taking turns to taste their pussies. I circle my finger over my clit, rubbing in small, circular motions, then dip back into my pussy. The hot teacher returns to discover the girls in flagrante and begins to scold them, spanking their asses as punishment (I never said the plots were good, you’re watching for the sex, not the emotional depth of the characters.)
The teacher joins in and I watch as one of the student’s sucks and licks her pussy while she gets her ass licked by the other student. I can feel the tension already building in my pussy, but want to make it last a bit longer, so lightly rub my clit as the action hots up in the film.
I decide I want to switch films, so click back to the categories and choose one called “Step Mom and Daughter Get Hot Nerd.” I let the scene begin, then skip part of the way through to get the hottest action. The “daughter” is now being banged by the guy, while her “step-mom” is licking her breasts and kissing her. I dip my finger back into my pussy as I watch her get rammed by his big dick. I can feel the tension building in my pussy again and fuck myself deeper as the orgasm begins, emanating from my pussy and rolling out like a shock wave through the rest of my body. I keep pumping my finger inside my pussy until the climax subsides and rub my clit, which is still tingling from the orgasm. I pause the film and close the window. Buttoning my jeans up I am satisfied – for now; I always find that orgasms from masturbating are never as big or long as when you are having sex with a partner, but that may only be my experience. I’m definitely looking forward to when Tom comes home and I compare the two experiences.
Sex, Love and Desire 