A Pleasure All to Myself

This week I’m going to write on something that is again still frowned upon in society: women masturbating to porn. While this action is taken for granted with our menfolk, women – if they even do it – still won’t admit to masturbating, let alone doing it to porn. Whether this is women themselves feeling squeamish about watching porn or feeling it is somehow dirty or degrading, it seems like a double standard, where men get to do one thing and women another. Ladies, if it’s your thing, watch all the porn you want and don’t feel guilty if you have a play while doing it!

I will give you an example of my typical browsing and see if you get the urge to open a new tab and start surfing too…

I was bored at home alone finishing off doing some work and becoming more distracted as the minutes dragged by. My will power waned as I realised I could get a good 15 minute break and achieve an orgasm without moving from my desk. Saving the document I was working on I closed it and opened my internet browser. Slowly and deliciously I typed in the address of my favourite porn site, my finger trailing over the keys as I tapped the letters in, one by one. I hit enter and watched as the homepage sprang up, crude and completely unrestrained: tits, dicks and asses everywhere.

I scrolled down the page seeing if any videos caught my eye and also to get me slightly warmed up and excited. I could feel my pussy throbbing already in anticipation. Nothing particularly jumped out at me, so I clicked on the ‘categories’ page to see if inspiration hit me. What do I want to watch today? A gangbang, lesbian scene, or sexy nurse giving head? I scrolled down until my mouse hovered over a category: threesome. Excellent. I clicked on it and a whole new array of videos appeared. My eye wandered over the videos: “Waiting for the Handyman”; “Big Tits at School”; “Asian Doll Fucked Hard”. Now I agree that these aren’t exactly the most delicate and romantic titles, but if you want elegance and decency then watch a rom com, don’t look for it on a porn site. These are meant to appeal to your raw, animalistic side, which is generally why you seem to feel very sheepish and slightly horrified at what you have been watching after you’ve cum: it is for instant, blunt satisfaction.

I settle on a film: “Cheeky Schoolgirls Caught by Teacher” and click play. Unbuttoning my jeans I slip my hand inside, resting against the hot nub of my clit. The scene begins: two women sit looking bored on a sofa as a sexy female teacher sets them homework to get on with. The teacher leaves and one of the women solicits the other, rubbing her hand along her leg to her pussy, while pulling her top down to reveal large pert breasts. I dip my finger down into my pussy, feeling the wetness already building as I watch. They continue licking their breasts and teasing each other, rubbing their pussies through their panties. My finger delves deeper into my pussy, slowly pumping in and out. I skip forward in the action, where the girls are now taking turns to taste their pussies. I circle my finger over my clit, rubbing in small, circular motions, then dip back into my pussy. The hot teacher returns to discover the girls in flagrante and begins to scold them, spanking their asses as punishment (I never said the plots were good, you’re watching for the sex, not the emotional depth of the characters.)

The teacher joins in and I watch as one of the student’s sucks and licks her pussy while she gets her ass licked by the other student. I can feel the tension already building in my pussy, but want to make it last a bit longer, so lightly rub my clit as the action hots up in the film.

I decide I want to switch films, so click back to the categories and choose one called “Step Mom and Daughter Get Hot Nerd.” I let the scene begin, then skip part of the way through to get the hottest action. The “daughter” is now being banged by the guy, while her “step-mom” is licking her breasts and kissing her. I dip my finger back into my pussy as I watch her get rammed by his big dick. I can feel the tension building in my pussy again and fuck myself deeper as the orgasm begins, emanating from my pussy and rolling out like a shock wave through the rest of my body. I keep pumping my finger inside my pussy until the climax subsides and rub my clit, which is still tingling from the orgasm. I pause the film and close the window. Buttoning my jeans up I am satisfied – for now; I always find that orgasms from masturbating are never as big or long as when you are having sex with a partner, but that may only be my experience. I’m definitely looking forward to when Tom comes home and I compare the two experiences.

The Internet is for Porn

Following David Cameron’s crusade against pornography, which I found acceptable when it was against child pornography as it is illegal, but has now extended to legal pornography, I decided pornography should be the next topic of my blog. Again, stigmas abound when pornography is involved, from it supposedly causing violence and rape, to making people incapable of having normal sexual relationships. I am not going to try to prove that porn is good or bad, I am merely going to offer my own view of it and sexual encounters with it. It is almost accepted in society that men watch porn, but few women will admit to it freely. However, many women probably enjoy porn secretly and this does not make them horrible human beings or – even worse – men. If it turns you on and it’s legal, I say that it’s fine. Women embrace it! I also want to note that I understand how porn does not reflect normal sex. All of the men have extraordinarily large dicks, the women are perfectly shaven and they are all incredibly hot. However, I have to admire their professionalism and what the finished product looks like.

Although I have watched porn by myself for many years now, I only recently started watching it with Tom. He had asked what turned me on and what type of porn I liked, so I explained that I quite liked uniforms, threesomes, lesbian, amateur, anal… and he suggested that we watch some together. I chose something and watched while he played with my pussy, rubbing and licking it. If your girlfriend or partner is nervous about watching porn together this is a great way to start off because it puts the focus off the porn and on to you. You and your pussy are the centre of attention and it’s not the guy glued to the screen and ignoring you: it lets you take control. This is especially true if you are sat where you can see the screen and the guy kneels or lies in front of you so that he can see the screen out of the corner of his eye, but you are the main focus of his efforts. Then you can watch the screen when you want, but also focus on your partner and the lovely things he is doing to you.

I will give you an example of what Tom and I got up to recently.

It was a rather dreary Sunday, so we were just lazing around on the sofa. Tom was reading his book and I was flicking through the Internet absentmindedly. Tom put down his book and leant over me, kissing me on the nose. He looked at me slightly cheekily and asked, “Want to watch some porn?”

“Ok.” I said kissing him hungrily on the mouth, already turned on by the thought.

“You choose.” Tom said, kissing my neck and stomach. I opened the web browser and punched in a porn site name. Meanwhile Tom hooked his fingers into my trousers and pulled them and my pants off. I flicked through the videos settling on a lesbian twosome after a few minutes of deliberation. Tom had taken his own shorts off, but he settled down next to me on the sofa. I laid the laptop on the floor and leant on the sofa’s arm, half lying down and half kneeling spreading my legs apart. I made sure I could see the laptop and pressed play. Tom knelt down behind me and I felt his tongue slid its way up my leg to my already wet pussy as a blond and brunette came onto the screen. They were both gorgeous and although still fully clothed I could see the outline of large breasts under their dresses. Tom’s tongue dived into my pussy and I moaned in pleasure. It darted in and out, lapping up my pussy juices. He brought his finger up to play with my arsehole, running his finger up and down it. I drew my focus to the two girls, who were playing the role of psychiatrist and naïve young girl who couldn’t orgasm. Naturally the blond psychiatrist had to show the brunette how it was done and was gently fondling her breasts as I watched. I could feel Tom’s tongue work its way down to my arsehole, probing into it, while his finger now fucked my cunt. I watched as the psychiatrist nibbled on the girl’s swollen nipples and rubbed her pussy. Tom reciprocated, also rubbing my clit whilst still finger-fucking my pussy. I moaned again at the feeling I felt in my cunt, hearing the girl in the video also voicing her pleasure too with soft groans. Tom rubbed my clit harder as I moaned louder and pumped his finger deep into me. I could feel myself building up to climax as the girls on screen shifted position, the blond bending over to lick out the brunette’s pussy. I could see her ass fill the screen as I came, my body shuddering in pleasure.

Tom paused for a second until the tingling had subsided in my pussy, coming round to my side. His dick was hard and engorged and I licked the tip before lunging onto it, taking it in my mouth and pushing my mouth far down the shaft. After a few long pulls Tom climbed back onto the sofa and with me still partly lying on the sofa arm took me from behind, pushing his cock deep into my dripping pussy. I had forgotten the girls on screen for a few minutes but now I turned my attention back to them as I felt Tom’s dick slam hard into me. The brunette now tentatively licked the blonde’s pussy before the blonde pushed her head further into it, relishing the feeling of the younger girl’s tongue inside her. Tom licked his fingers and brought his hand around my leg, rubbing my clit while he fucked me. I felt the stimulation from his hard dick pounding me, his fingers rubbing my pussy and the bouncy breasts on screen and could feel myself quickly coming to climax again. I cried out as the second orgasm hit me and Tom fucked my pussy harder as he felt my reaction.

The girls were still enjoying themselves, with the blond fondling her own breasts and licking her nipples as the younger girl was now expertly licking and finger-fucking her cunt. I was already rather dazed by this point but Tom licked his fingers again and rubbed my clit whilst his hard cock pounded me relentlessly. I focused on the bouncing breasts, aware that Tom was also watching and enjoying watching it too and watching my reaction. It made it feel hotter and I could feel my cunt building up for a third climax. “I’m going to cum.” I moaned to Tom, as my breaths drew heavier as I felt the tension in my pussy. “Let’s cum together then.” Tom replied, also breathing heavily by this point. He extended his pumps, pushing harder and deeper into my pussy as I came. He came deep inside my pussy straining against me. Panting, we both collapsed, watching amusedly as the girls continued to have their fun on screen. “We just clearly haven’t got their stamina.” I said, pushing the pause button and giving Tom a massive kiss.